Wow, it really was a while ago with the English writing. Okay so I'm just watching Vampire Diaries right now. Well, I took a break, lol. Right now in this moment I'm listening to ''The Strange Familiar - Run away heart''. I'm feeling kinda tired but I don't really want to go to bed yet. Tomorrow I'm gonna help with some stuff at home and then I'm going to practice! I have to find a second internship, totally forgot about that, not good! The day after tomorrow though it is time for my internship at MakeupStudion. I'm excited but also very nervous, don't know why, guess it's normal right?

 

I miss being in Tullinge, haha changing subject. Feels like my second home now with my boyfriend living there & all that!

 

Anyway..take care! :)

Hey guys! Sitting in school right now. Actually today is not a regular school day but our class is here just catching up a lot of things. Especially in Design.

 

Today I'm unusually happy. Can't stop smiling and listening to this one song. It's so silly because I don't even like Taylor Swift but her song ''I knew you were trouble'' has its history now, hihi. I like being this happy, it feels like the old me and I have missed that girl. I just have to be careful, I know that. But whatever, it's not like it's dangerous to be a little happier than I am otherwise. Anyway, have a good day people! MWAH!

Hey guys! How are you? Hope you are fine! I'm okay I guess, just kind of tired!

 

Ok so if you haven't noticed my blogging is not really good. I just have nothing to write about, literally. Haha!

School is fine I guess, just a lot of things happening right now, also, a lot of new feelings and persons in my life. I guess it's a good thing, I don't know yet! I really have to pull myself together and be strong because there will be so many challenges and changes in my life for a while! Omg, I feel so empty without practice! Our teachers are on ''vacation'' in Jamaica so we don't have practice but I think I'm gonna dance with Frida this friday, yay! Anyway, just finished watching ''Raise your voice'', oh god I really LOVE Hilary Duff! She has something special, haha! Gonna make som tea and sandwiches right now, watch some episodes of Friends and then go to sleep! Nightynight! :)

Hey guys! Wow, I'm so exhausted! Anyway, I haven't been writing in English for a while so I'll just do it now since I don't have sooo much to say! Practice was fine, got a headache though, too many people with too many opinions, yelling them out. Woah! So umm, when I came home I went to the pizza place with mom, bought some food and watched tv while we were eating! I was supposed to meet up with Roro but I figured I should stay at home and rest. Tomorrow we are going to dance from 13:00 to 16:30. So I need my beautysleep (haha)! Hope u guys have a good evening! XOXO

 

Hey guys! I just woke up, well, a couple of minutes ago to be more exact! I'm going to have som breakfast/lunch right now and then head to my practice! Today it's in Solna which is great, I love that studio, it's so big! :) After that, I really have to study my stupid English things, it's soooo difficult! But I have homework so I have to, hehe.

 

Anyway, talk to you later. Beso!

 

Hey you guys! How've you been? Today my mood has been like a rollercoaster. Up, down, up, down, down and then more down. I was just so sad and angry, I don't even know why. I guess that happens! I had school from 8-12.. then I got home, fell asleep and when I woke up I went to practice! Me and Frida were just watching today cuz my hip hurts so bad (my injury). Wow my crew is awesome I love them so much. They are really so inspiring! Today they did a choreography by using only swedish dancehall-steps. Awesome. Some of the AQceS members are going to One Love Cruise tomorrow to help Enough in their showcase. BAAAM! Show'em! <3

 

Anyway, I'm gooing to take a bath now and then continue watching the movie Hunger games. So far it's OK! Tomorrow = Design, all day. Buuuh, but it's good I have to finish my stuff!

 

Hey guys! Ok so I've been chilling today, I was so tired, couldn't keep my eyes open haha. But somehow I managed to do it! I've been watching the movie ''Girls interrupted'' with my sis for the past hour(s). Love that movie! And oh, I've been eating all day, kinda feel like a kid from fatcamp or something :O

 

Anyway, tomorrow I have school from 8-12, design and religion. Then I'm gonna study and later it's time for practice, finally! I'm going to show my incredibly boring choreography but eeey whatever! Have to go to bed now, I set the alarm on 6:00 ''yay''..not! So goodnight, sweet dreams! And oh, for the person who asked if I use google translate for words or grammar- no I actually don't.1. Because it's not always correct and 2. I need to practice so why cheat? :D

 

Ok really have to go to sleep now. XOXO!

So this idea came up in my head. I think it would be fun to write in English here like once a week or something. Do you like the idea? Well, I will do it anyway so your opinion doesn't really count haha!

 

I'm just sitting here in my bed and thinking. Thinking about life, about family, about dance and friends. I know I haven't really been around for the past months, I know I have been hard to reach and I am truly sorry. It's just that I have been weak..I lost my strength somewhere on the road of finding the ''new me''. But I will find it again, I promise. I just have to find some peace in my life, get things in the right order. Because that is best for ME. Everything I do,I do it for Me, no one else. Well, maybe a little bit, but mostly for my own best. So, tomorrow I have school then we have the ''autumn/fall-break''. I will try to hang out with friends and get some rest..then I will dance and compete with Frida from AQceS. I'm really nervous and I'm not really ready but ey what the heck, if I do a complete fool out of myself, who cares? :D

 

Anyway gotta sleep! XOXO